Wednesday, March 3, 2010

All for NOTHING

I chatted with steve online and he seems liked my pictures and decided to meet up and train me. I asked him a lot of questions about the training. He seems annoyed by my questions. I don't remember how i offended him, but he seems so upset because i asked him what to do and when and where are we going to do it. I asked those questions because i almost can't wait to get trained or get used as a sissy bitch. OMG, i can't believe i just wrote that. I feel so guilty at the same time. He said i am too assertive for him, What the heck is that mean? All i did was legitimately asking some curious questions. He never talked to me again afterwards, and changed his name to Dr.semen.  I spent all the time and small forture at fairplay for nothing. But i did like the makeup , the wig, and few of the pictures i took there. It's some experiences.

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First Entry

I've been holding myself as a crossdresser for so long. I finally decided to come out of closet and start to explore more of the other side of me. I hope to write my feelings as a cross dresser and hope to meet some interesting people to share my feelings and thoughts. I have read "being femm" by Tabby Jones. I think she is so brave for what she has done. I hope there are interesting things are going to happen to me too. I promise myself i will always write my true feelings and thoughts here to understand myself more. I don't kno how long i will be a crossdresser but i will see.